Asking Myself 73 Vogue Questions because I’m Afraid Of Not Knowing Who I Am
April 15, 2026
Yesenia as a jit
Had the chance to sit down with myself and put me in the hot seat! I asked myself the burning questions and thought about them real hard, here’s what I have to say.
What's your favorite time of day?
Early, early in the morning when it's still kinda blue hour and everything is silent for a moment, when I pulled all nighters and I was scared I'd wait till this hour to fall asleep because it's when I felt the safest.
What’s your biggest weakness?
My ability to understand everything. I can always see both sides which makes it hard to come to a ‘conclusion’ about anything, I can be hurt by someone but then understand why they did that and in doing that I give justification.
How do you relax?
Taking a shower and doing a full skin care routine while taking a hit between every step.
What is most important to you?
I don't think I thought about this for a while. I think surviving. Surviving this cruel world that we live in, especially as a woman. If I survive, I'm not giving up.
Do you believe in God?
No. I believe there is a higher power, just as there is a higher version of ourselves
but I don't believe in a singular one, how can I when at the end of the day All religions are praising the same god with a different name.
What inspires you?
Music and film. Specifically films like Whiplash and the Black Swan, ones that embody a certain hunger for passion.
What three things can you not live without?
My cats, my mascara and my tree
What is a song you love right now?
Apple Of My Eye by Aimee Fatale
What are you scared of?
Never being fully known.
If you could play an instrument, what would it be?
The violin or the piano, both play how Imagine the heart would sound.
Favorite thing about yourself
My beauty marks.
Favorite director?
I'm not sure that I have one. I adore Wes Anderson and Tim Burton.
Which person would you ask 73 questions to?
My roommate Joey.
Favorite thing to wear?
Low rise jeans and Doc Martens.
What're your three favorite albums?
Monterey Village by Marlon Funaki, Cinema by The Marias, Melt by Not For Radio
What concert do you want to go to?
Between Friends
Favorite male singer?
Marlon Funaki
What's the last message you sent?
‘No wonder no one wants to use that room”. Sent to my co worker in reference to one of our rooms being labeled ‘Hyper Lice’
What makes you mad?
People who don't try in anything they do, why are we half-assing your potential?
What movie are you currently watching right now?
I just finished watching The Roommate with Leeighton Meester.
Something from your childhood that you still have?
My very first softball glove.
What do you usually eat for breakfast?
Nothing usually or just a granola bar. My favorite breakfast foods though are probably a savory bagel or any breakfast sandwich and breakfast burritos.
What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Mint Oreo or Cherry Garcia.
Who is your favorite superhero?
Bridget Mendler.
How do you describe yourself in three words?
Observant, careful and passionate
What is your favorite book?
Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus
How many kids do you want?
NONE. Unless I decide to adopt then two.
Favorite Holiday?
Christmas, I love the air.
What was the name of your first pet?
We had so many but I was so little I hardly remember, I do remember Beefy
Which three famous people would you invite for tea?
Snoop Dogg, A$AP Rocky and Faye Webster.
What is your favorite thing to eat?
Right now, sushi.
Dream job?
Working in a library, one in Europe with all the books you can think of. Or one of those people at the fish markets in Seattle that throw the giant fish across the walkway.
Sweet or savory?
Savory.
What TV show are you currently watching?
DTF St. Louis, really not what I was expecting at all, a lot or random twists and turns.
Do you like cooking and baking?
Both but I hardly do either, I kind of suck at it so I just stick to the easy things.
Describe your lazy days?
I stay in bed till about 12, get up and make an easy breakfast like yogurt or last night's leftovers, move to the couch and throw on a movie where I search for something to watch for an hour but that's the perfect of amount of time to get to the right amount of up in the sky.
What song would you like to hear to be happy?
Happy by Pharell Williams.
When do you get creative?
When my heart breaks.
Favorite part of the day?
When it's time to take a nap, I feel like that's within the 1-4 time zone.
What's your favorite color?
Blue, a more greyish blue.
Do you prefer dark or milk chocolate?
It used to be milk but im starting to favor dark more, granted im still not a huge chocolate fan in general.
Vintage or new?
Vintage.
What do you notice when you first meet someone?
I think I notice their movements and mannerisms first, like how their eyes dart back and forth in a conversation because then I know how to respond.
What's your favorite flower?
Sunflowers!!
What places do you want to visit?
Greece and Amsterdam.
Favorite apps on your phone?
Apple music, Cosmos and the Camera app
Favorite designers?
Tom Ford.
What was your favorite movie as a kid?
Spirit.
Movie that makes you cry everytime you watch it?
Spirit goddammit.
One movie you can watch over and over?
Mid 90’s
Cats or dogs?
I love both but I pick cats.
Do you like cooking and baking?
Both but I hardly do either, I kind of suck at it so I just stick to the easy things.
What's your biggest fear?
Kind of morbid but being kidnapped honestly.
What does your name mean?
I've heard it means flower of Arabic origin.
Your favorite word in English?
Chicken Cutlet.
Any adventurous thing you want to do?
Ride a horse in a field listen to Lana Del Rey’s Lust For Life.
Do you believe in fate?
Yes, I think a lot of people ignore it but some things are too much of a coincidence.
Diamonds or pearls?
Tough choice, I think diamonds fit me more.
What makes you angry?
Having a conversation with any man.
What is your favorite fruit?
Blackberries, cherries and pomegranates.
What's your advice towards people?
Never stop experiencing things, take what you got and run with it. Stay hot, stay swag and generate an aura so great no one can deny that you are the ideal being and they will all BOW BEFORE YOU.
Favorite actress?
Margot Qually
Favorite female singer?
Maria Zaradoya
Optimistic or pessimistic?
Optimistic. A little of both maybe.
What's something you can't do?
Nothing, I am a master of all elements. (I can't read a regular clock)
Hobbies that you'll never give up?
Drawing. I'll forget about it for a bit but I always find a way back.
What's the coolest thing in the world?
Me. My swag.
What are your friends like?
My friends are strong individuals, they are creative and are educated in various topics, whether you want to talk about the economic state of the world or the philosophy of why he won't text back, they got you. I love that they are all free in their own way, I gain a lot of different perspectives.
Favorite scent?
A male manipulator.
Tea or coffee?
Tea, I wish I was a coffee person.
Must have beauty products?
A spoon and eyelash curler, blush and a lipliner.
Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
I see myself being 33.
What lyrics are stuck in your head right now?
My name is Kodak but you know that already, I don't want the wap baby I just want the fetty. Polo to the socks homie this aint Perry Ellis
Top three things on your bucket list?
See the Van Gogh Museum when the sunflowers are in bloom, live in a studio above a jazz bar in the city, own a copy of The Myth of Sisyphus from every country I visit.