Asking Myself 73 Vogue Questions because I’m Afraid Of Not Knowing Who I Am
April 15, 2026
Yesenia as a jit
Had the chance to sit down with myself and put me in the hot seat! I asked myself the burning questions and thought about them real hard, here’s what I have to say.
What's your favorite time of day?
Early, early in the morning when it's still kinda blue hour and everything is silent for a moment, when I pulled all nighters and I was scared I'd wait till this hour because it's when I felt the safest.
What’s your biggest weakness?
My ability to understand everything. I can always see both sides which makes it hard to come to a ‘conclusion’ about anything, I can be hurt by someone but then understand why they did that and in doing that I give justification.
How do you relax?
Taking a shower and doing a full skin care routine while taking a hit between every step.
What is most important to you?
I don't think I thought about this for a while. I think surviving. Surviving this cruel world that we live in, especially as a woman. If I survive, I'm not giving up.
Do you believe in God?
No. I believe there is a higher power, just as there is a higher version of ourselves
but I don't believe in a singular one, how can I when at the end of the day All religions are praising the same god with a different name.
What inspires you?
Music and film. Specifically films like Whiplash and the Black Swan, ones that embody a certain hunger for passion.
What three things can you not live without?
My cats, my mascara and my tree
What is a song you love right now?
Apple Of My Eye by Aimee Fatale
What are you scared of?
Never being fully known.
If you could play an instrument, what would it be?
The violin or the piano, both play how Imagine the heart would sound.
Favorite thing about yourself
My beauty marks.
Favorite director?
I'm not sure that I have one. I adore Wes Anderson and Tim Burton.
Which person would you ask 73 questions to?
My roommate Joey.
Favorite thing to wear?
Low rise jeans and Doc Martens.
What're your three favorite albums?
Monterey Village by Marlon Funaki, Cinema by The Marias, Melt by Not For Radio
What concert do you want to go to?
Between Friends
Favorite male singer?
Marlon Funaki
How do you describe yourself in three words?
Observant, careful and passionate
What is your favorite book?
Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus
How many kids do you want?
NONE. Unless I decide to adopt then two.
Favorite Holiday?
Christmas, I love the air.
What was the name of your first pet?
We had so many but I was so little I hardly remember, I do remember Beefy
Which three famous people would you invite for tea?
Snoop Dogg, A$AP Rocky and Faye Webster.
What is your favorite thing to eat?
Right now, sushi.
Dream job?
Working in a library, one in Europe with all the books you can think of. Or one of those people at the fish markets in Seattle that throw the giant fish across the walkway.
Sweet or savory?
Savory.
What TV show are you currently watching?
DTF St. Louis, really not what I was expecting at all, a lot or random twists and turns.
Do you like cooking and baking?
Both but I hardly do either, I kind of suck at it so I just stick to the easy things.
What do you notice when you first meet someone?
I think I notice their movements and mannerisms first, like how their eyes dart back and forth in a conversation because then I know how to respond.
What's your favorite flower?
Sunflowers!!
What places do you want to visit?
Greece and Amsterdam.
Favorite apps on your phone?
Apple music, Cosmos and the Camera app
Favorite designers?
Tom Ford.
What was your favorite movie as a kid?
Spirit.
One movie you can watch over and over?
Mid 90’s
Cats or dogs?
I love both but I pick cats.
What's your biggest fear?
Kind of morbid but being kidnapped honestly.
What are your friends like?
My friends are strong individuals, they are creative and are educated in various topics, whether you want to talk about the economic state of the world or the philosophy of why he won't text back, they got you. I love that they are all free in their own way, I gain a lot of different perspectives.
Tea or coffee?
Tea, I wish I was a coffee person.
Must have beauty products?
A spoon and eyelash curler, blush and a lipliner.
Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
I see myself being 33.
Favorite scent?
A male manipulator.
Movie that makes you cry everytime you watch it?
Spirit goddammit.
What's the coolest thing in the world?
Me. My swag.
Favorite actress?
Margot Qually
Favorite female singer?
Maria Zaradoya